“Get more crazy!

Get more mad!

Let love absorb

you so totally that

you are nowhere to be found!”


“Get more crazy, get more mad! Let love absorb you so totally that you are nowhere to be found!”


WildTantra Path of Awakening

2 years program for singles & lovers


WildTantra Path of Awakening is a journey from pleasure to bliss, from ignorance to understanding, from illusion to awakening! In this vibrant, alive process, Tantra is exploring an ultimate path of awakening where everything in you is used and transformed to fuel your body, your heart and your being with the highest quality of life force, love and consciousness.

The Steps of WildTantra Path of Awakening:
– Juicing up the body with its full potential of orgasmic energy
– Lighting up the heart with the fire of devotion
– Seducing the mind to crack its shell of ignorance to expand into unlimited consciousness
– Waking up lovingly the fearful sleepy self to dissolve into the unknown

WildTantra Path of Awakening is equally open for singles and lovers. It is set up as a 2-year program in which each retreat builds upon the previous one. For the second-year retreats, participation in the first-year retreats is required, as it will ease your process. To upgrade your life to a high level of love and consciousness, we invite you to jump into the whole process as it deepens your transformation with every step.

Program Overview & Prices 2024

WildTantra Path of Awakening for singles & lovers

is equally open for singles and lovers. It is set up as a 2-year process in which each retreat builds upon the previous one. For the second-year retreats, participation in the first-year retreats is required, as it will ease your process. To upgrade your life to a high level of love and consciousness, we invite you to jump into the whole process as it deepens your transformation with every step.

Program Overview in the Netherlands & Prices 2024*

First Year at Code49 – Venwoude
Orgasmic Body 7 – 10 March: € 975
Female/Male Orgasms 4 – 9 June: € 1390
Kundalini Awakening 12 – 15 September: € 975
Arya Ritual 28 Nov – 1 Dec: € 975
Reduction price full first-year program: € 3990

*Prices are per person, including VAT and do not include the lodging. For lodging prices, look here.
There is an additional 10% discount for participants under the age of 30.


Second Year at Meeuwenveen
Silent Orgasm  24 – 27 February: € 975
Inner Diamond 15 – 18 June: € 975
Noor Ritual 31 Aug – 4 Sept: € 1180
Reduction price full second-year process: € 2945

*Prices are per person, including VAT and lodging.
There is an additional 10% discount for participants under the age of 30.


WildTantra Introduction at Code49 – Venwoude
WildTantra Intro 18 Nov: € 135

Registration & Information

For WildTantra Path of Awakening
Amrapali +31 (0)6 28 07 16 96

For Introduction day
Amrapali +31 (0)6 28 07 16 96

FAQ about WildTantra Path of Awakening

Can I register only for one retreat of the Path of Awakening or do I have to do the entire process?
WildTantra Path of Awakening is equally open for singles and lovers. It is set up as 2-year process in which each retreat builds upon the previous one. We give priority to people who book the entire first year of the Path of Awakening process. If you want to attend only one retreat you will be put on waiting list and we let you know in due time if there is a place available.

Do I have to register for the two year process or simply the one year?
You need to first register to the first year process before registering to the second year. At the end of the first year process, we look who can participate to the second year.

Can I register only the second year process?
Yes, under some conditions. For example when you have intensive experience in meditations or retreats (preferably tantric).

What do you mean with Lovers?
With Lovers we mean a man and a woman who love each other. It doesn’t mean you are living together or that you are married. It simply means that you are committed to grow in love together. You are very much welcome to follow the whole training with your lover, wife, husband, meditation partner. We just ask you to also be open to sometimes meditate with somebody else. We will support you to uplift your relationship, marriage to a new dimension of relating and expansion into love and consciousness…

What do you mean Meditation Partner?
A Meditation Partner is someone with whom you are involved in a process of meditation, which might or might not involve lovemaking. It is a partner with whom you are not specifically living together or are engaged with in a relationship. You might meet only at specific moments for meditation.

What are the Advanced retreats?
The intensity of the process shared in these retreats requires that you have experience with tantric meditation and that preferably you have followed the first year of The WildTantra Path of Awakening. In these retreats, you need to easily contain and circulate your energy and be able to watch your mind and emotions without it creating tension in you.

I am homosexual, can I participate in your retreats?
Yes, you are warmly welcome under the condition that you are willing to practice some meditations with somebody with the opposite gender.

I am pregnant, can I participate in your retreats?
The retreats we offer demands a lot on a body and emotional level. We feel that for a pregnant woman this type of “shaking up”.. is not the best. The system of a pregnant woman is very precious and a 9 month tantric retreat in itself! We can recommend you some meditations and offer you some guidance about it, but we prefer to not welcome you in our retreats. You’re much welcome to join us a few months after giving birth.

I am taking medication, have some health issues or some psychological issues.
Can I participate in your retreats?

Your physical and psychological conditions should be good and healthy in order to follow our training. If you take medication, we need to know what it is and for what. Depending the type of medication, we might refuse you in our retreat because we have observed that our intensive energy work is not compatible with some medications. Before being fully accepted in our retreat, we ask you to fill out a registration form with questions about your physical and psychological health. If we judge your condition will not match the work we offer in our retreats we will not take you in. We can give you some suggestions of what you can do as a preparation to our retreats or redirect you to some different type of work more suitable to your condition.

Are some preparations needed prior attending the retreats?
During the retreats from The Path of Awakening you are put on a vegan diet without sugar and coffee. This might be creating a detox process in your body during the retreat. To avoid it becoming too intense for your body, we recommend you to prepare it a few days before the start of the retreat by already some leaving out some heavy food from your diet.

How do you deal which personal information?
We collect some personal information about you when you register for a year program, retreat or event. In our privacy statement you can read what we do with this information.

WildTantra Introduction (1 day)

This day is meant for people who wish to join the WildTantra program “Path of Awakening” or are simply interested in getting to know us before deciding to join. It offers you the opportunity to experience some of our methods and feel if this Path is for you. It is as much for you to get to know us as for us to get to know you as we want to be able to inform you that you are “fit” to enroll for our intensive retreats.

Here are some topics we explore:

– Understanding the WildTantra approach.
– Experience some of our methods.
– Get to know us and us to know you.
– Get the approval from Pema to join the year training

Upcoming introduction days

WildTantra Introduction 1-day
18 November 2024, Code49 – Venwoude, Lage Vuursche

Information: introday@wildtantra.com

Retreat 1 – Orgasmic Body (4 days)

This retreat guides you into rediscovering your potential of living life fully from the body, bypassing the protection mechanism of the mind that builds up bodily tension and a lack of love, as well as a sense of separation. The process restores your direct connection with life by awakening and exploring the life forces and the sexual flow in the body. It disarms the pelvis and sex from tensions and breaks breathing patterns with the aim to return to a natural breathing that bridges the body sensations with the heart. This process returns the spontaneity, vitality, and sensuality to the life energy and it restores the body’s ability for pleasure and sacred touch.

During the retreat we give you the space, situations and methods to trust your body-heart connection  with deep pleasure and sensuality without the restrictive belief that love is pure and the body not. We offer you a ‘bed’ where love and the body can unit freely, blissfully, in order for you to come back into your pure state of sensual innocence.

The main areas of exploration:
– Unfolding your natural orgasmic body state
– Letting go of fear restricting deep pleasure
– Reviving the Sacred within
– Opening to orgasmic breathing
– Understanding mind-heart-body function
– Opening up your life to nourishing bodily relationships with yourself and others

What Pema shares about this retreat:
“We tend to live interpreting life from the mind. In this way we bypass the direct experience of life in the body. We don’t know anymore what an apple tastes like or what a kiss tastes like, because the experience is first lived in the mind. There our experiences are tainted with judgment: Good or bad, like and dislike, but never with wonder, unity. The ego is very much nourished; strengthen by this mind game while the body and the heart slowly die from desolation, abandon. It has a tremendous impact on how we relate with our body and the bodies of others. It creates a sense of separation that crystalizes into tension, numbness, and excitement too while it covers the heart with emotions such as anger, frustration, depression… In the long run, diseases of all kind appear without us understanding why.

The separation we suffer from leads us to make choices and decisions about our life, our relationships, and our work, which are totally out of touch with life, existence, love and consciousness. To come back to unity, to the marriage with existence within us, the body has to be explored as a temple by using the senses, the breath and sex as a doorway to the divine within and without. It allows the body to become a vehicle for the heart and no longer the slave of the mind. By linking ourselves to the heart and body, we can manifest love and creativity, transforming negativity, destructive behaviour that impede a re-union with life.
In the process we awaken the desire force, pleasure, and orgasm from the deep understanding that these are instruments of unity and not of separation. When these bodily instruments of oneness are awoken lovingly, consciously, they create a sacred inner ‘music’ -a harmony and bliss within us that allows us to embody a deep reverence for life. Making love, eating, dancing, resting, working… no matter which activity we perform, it then becomes a prayer uniting us with the depths of life…”

Upcoming retreats
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Retreat 2 – Female-Male Orgasms (6 days)

The process unfolds and offers understanding on the dynamic of sex, of man and woman relations by exploring the depth of orgasms as a source of energy which do not belong to female or male, but more to our capacity of giving/receiving and our quality of taping into bliss. To come to this point, we take time to heal our genitals, our emotional body from all kinds of misguiding, trauma, believes, social and religious conditionings. We give you tools to regain the full function of your sex in order to use it for a deeper fulfilling sexual encounter, but most of all to use it as an instrument for encountering the divine within you. In this way, we gain trust in letting go into deep pleasure and surrendering into something bigger than ourselves. We develop a supportive, loving and sacred environment where everyone can feel safe to open up to the intimate play of orgasm in the body.

Within this retreat women and men are separated for 3 days before coming back together for specific practices. It allows them to explore different issues, topics, qualities belonging to the uniqueness of their gender.

The main areas of exploration for this retreat:
– Stepping out of immature female and male attitudes
– Connecting to nurturing feminine and male forces
– Learning about male and female sexual energy and body
– Regaining your full capacity for orgasm if you lost it or if you can’t find it.
– Expanding the orgasm you already have to deeper fulfilments.
– Healing your genital from past trauma, misused, misunderstanding.
– Letting go of destructive associations with sex.
– Lifting up the ego centred relation between man and woman to a relation at the service of love and consciousness.
– Destroying within you the social conditions of what it is to be a man and a woman.

What Pema shares about this retreat:
Even though we yearn for orgasm, we are afraid of it at the same time. We carry a dilemma brought about by education, and social or religious conditioning: ‘Sex is dirty, bad, wrong, evil… It is God´s gift, but only to make children… If you enjoy sex you are a whore…’ You might think at first that you aren’t affected by these kind of beliefs, but they are playing in the background and constantly limiting your bliss. Sex and the Divine have been taboo for millennia. This has become a disease in humanity. We need healing, love and understanding to restore the natural possibility of rejoicing with the divine through sex. While diving into this healing dimension another aspect is naturally brought into the light: our identity as man and woman which is based on social rules and conditioning. Being a man is not about being strong, powerful, competitive, dominant, and being a woman is not about being fragile, emotional, needy, manipulative. The identification to these clichés are creating very immature men and women, whom thus relate with each other on the level of wanting, needing, domination, submission… Tantra proposes a totally different approach of relating, which is based on sharing and support. It generates a new quality of men and women who love, respect deeply and support the awakening of each other. In this retreat, we like to give birth to such men and woman!…

What is orgasm?
While orgasm is triggered in the body it opens a space beyond the body, linked to the heart and consciousness. The energy of orgasm first rushes in the body, flooding our senses with pleasure. Then it opens a door to the beyond. This happens in a split second, a small moment that we miss most of the time, because of a lack of awareness. This moment is very precious. It shows us where we come from. It is a moment ‘back home’ in which everything is aligned within us: sex, heart and consciousness. If we catch hold of it, it is the greatest orgasm existence can offer us…

Upcoming retreats
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Retreat 3 – Kundalini Awakening (4 days)

The retreat is devoted to root you into bliss by activating, harmonizing the kundalini energy within you. It refines your sensitivity from pleasure sensations to blissful state by expanding the sexual flow through your whole body and by letting go into energetic orgasm. The consequences of the bliss, kundalini opening in you are not only sexually rewarding, they are life changing as they centre you into a space of non-duality where your encounters with others and life can become a source to the experience of oneness.

The main areas of exploration:
– Awakening Kundalini flow
– Circulating and containing sexual energy
– Opening to energetic orgasms
– Supporting positive qualities
– Surrendering to the Goddess force
– Shifting to the non-dual dimension
– Connecting sexual energy in various channels in your body
– Transmuting pleasure into bliss
– Letting go of addiction to sex and whatever pulls out of bliss
– Understanding and dropping addiction

What is Kundalini?
Tantra has discovered a pathway in the body, which is mainly connected to the spine and which is called Kunda. When the life force flows through it, it is named Kundalini. This precious path way unites us between earth and sky, matter and spirit, body and no-body. When the Kundalini stays at the level of the sexual organs and sexual activity, it carries a certain vibration. The more it is elevated in the Kunda channel, the more our inner vibration changes. The happy vibration of sex becomes a vibration of joy in the heart. When it moves up to the crown, the vibration is of bliss. Then sex feels like a divine experience. Sex, love, consciousness are integrated in the same action. This is a very powerful process that transforms our way of life totally. Once you taste the joy of love embracing the body, life takes a different direction…
However, Kundalini flow does not only create new sexual experiences. It embraces much more than that. It activates our capacity for unity with everything in life. Kundalini supports us in being in this embrace all the time, not just during sexual intercourse. It shifts the experience of unity to everything around – the trees, flowers, the moon, the sky full of stars…
At the same time it creates a lot of changes on the body level. The vibration of our cells, brain, organs, and blood flow is activated to a new level of light. It nourishes and rejuvenates our entire organism since it awakens the capacity of our body to live life fully!

What are the expressions and qualities of Kundalini?
Kundalini carries the quality of unity. In expression it can be very silent, motionless, as much as very expressive. It will all depend on what the Kundalini encounters on its way through you! If there is fear, you can be sure that fear will be actively expressed. If there is happiness, it will come shining through equally. It is important to understand that Kundalini is exposing everything hidden inside us, fear as much as joy. Since Kundalini is a non-dual energy that always looks for uniting. If there is something in the way of unity, it will be exposed so that it can be dropped or transformed. This is the powerful beauty of Kundalini: It is a healing, transformative force, which awakens us to unity. It calls us back to our state of oneness.

What Pema says about this retreat?
“There is a simple fact that we live at the minimum of our capacity of bliss. We live in pleasure, which is already beautiful, but not blissful. With our thirst for pleasure we create addiction to what awakens the pleasure. Addiction to food, to drink, to emotion, to sex… We are somehow totally sick, but we call this our normal state. This state is also very much promoted in our society, which considers it as normal, social, familial, civilized, while actually it maintains us in a dimension of tension, fear, need, violence, domination, manipulation and most of all addiction. We have become slaves of pleasurable tensions. We run after ice cream, French fries, good wine, good joints, good sex… but then what? Are you satisfied? Does it elevate you into silence, into harmony, into unity?… No. The answer is no, if you are honest of course.
So what goes wrong in that story, because in fact there is nothing wrong with pleasure. It is definitely important to move in it… But how do we move in it? This is the art, the key Tantra can offer us and this is what we explore within this retreat!”

Upcoming retreats

Retreat 3 - Kundalini Awakening 4-day
12 September 2024 - 15 September 2024, Code49 – Venwoude, Lage Vuursche

Registration & Information: info@wildtantra.com


Retreat 4 – Arya Ritual (4 days)

In this retreat, you are invited to refine lovemaking to the Arya Tantra, which unites the force of desire to the devotional alchemy of the heart by worshipping the sexual energy as a doorway to the inner secrets of creation. The process creates a drastic change of your sexual life by shifting you from ego-centered sexuality into conscious, blissful, nourishing sexuality where intimate meeting becomes a source of awakening and of creativity.

The main areas of exploration:
– Refining intercourse to the Arya Tantra
– Opening to the Arya Yoga of Creation
– Entering the Great Desire
– Building up Clear Intention in lovemaking
– Awakening the qualities of devotion/worship
– Stabilizing yourself into bliss
– Being in touch with the Divine creation within you
– Trust in your capacity to embrace and create a life supporting you

Important Information: Do you have to move into intercourse in the group room?
This retreat is devoted to lovemaking. However, it doesn’t mean you will move into intercourse. This is very important for you to understand. There is no sexual intercourse during the retreat! We share with you an amazing method of lovemaking which you can apply back home with your lover.

Arya Wisdom of the Yoga of Creation:
“My dear lovers, I did mention to you that many things can be created out of the Yoga of Creation- recipe. Actually, everything is created out of it. Created and also de-created or better to say transformed. What is happening within your body when you move into the Yoga of Creation is the same happening in this big universe around us. The play of creation in the universe is the same as in your body. You do not need to go looking at the stars to figure out how they have been born. Go looking down into your body and you will know because they are unfolding there too. In your body, you can see the whole creation of existence. Stars, plants, animals… all are born in your body, and you are also born in all of them. The play of creation is the same for everyone and everything, even though forms coming out of it differ. If you are stuck looking at the forms, you might think that creation is different for everything and for everyone, but it is not. It all comes out of the same Yoga, of the same dance, of the same force of desire. The Great Desire is the chef cook in this big kitchen of the universe! In the Yoga of Creation, you need to rely on the Great Desire. It is the force moving your body towards each other. It is the force fuelling your energy and giving the spark for its actions. Now, consciously or unconsciously you can participate in it. And it is consciously you need to move into it in order for its hidden mystery to be revealed to you. Unconsciously you will only see the by-product of creation, such as the fruits on the trees, the blossoming flowers on the plants, the baby from the womb of the woman, but you will not be taken by its Beauty, its Truth…” Extract from the book Tantra, The Hidden Mysteries from Pema Gitama

Upcoming retreats

Retreat 4 - Arya Ritual 4-day
28 November 2024 - 01 December 2024, Code49 – Venwoude, Lage Vuursche

Registration & Information: info@wildtantra.com

Retreat 5 – Silent Orgasm (4 days – Advanced)

This intimate retreat awakens the Inner Circle of your energy by transmuting sexual intercourse into inner intercourse. The process redirects the sexual fire into an alive vibrant inner dimension where you can enter the Silent Orgasm; a space beyond time, form, gender, personality and ego. On a body level, it opens you to timeless orgasm rooted in consciousness more than in sex and yet creating deep orgasmic sensations. It invites you to a great tantric paradox of being fully present and yet totally absent and into surrendering sex to love and consciousness while still enjoying the pure wildness of sex.

This process is a dive into the center of emptiness, the zero point where nothing moves, where forms have not taken shape, where thoughts are not yet born: The Silent Orgasm. It invites you to redirect the life energy of your every actions into strengthening the watcher in you and to vitalize your ability to pull yourself into the realm of consciousness where you live awaken instead of a sleep-walker victim of his own unconscious patterns. The impact of such redirection of your energy uplifts you on a body level to timeless orgasm rooted into bliss which you can expand into all actions of your life.

The main areas of exploration:
– Awakening the Inner Circle
– Surrender sex to love and consciousness
– Letting go of the sense of separation
– Transmuting sexual energy to sensual awakening
– Stepping out of mind and ego
– Expanding to silent communion
– Resting into Silent Orgasm
– Shifting the magnetic dynamic of our energy field
– Taping into consciousness

Pema’s sharing about this retreat: “The main aspect of this retreat is to open the possibility for tantricas to realize they are one within themselves by directing their awareness to inner intercourse, to the inner circle of their energy. To open this possibility there are different aspects developed during the retreat, such as letting the sexual energy fuel intensely the subtle moon and sun channels. In this process the tantricas uplift each other consciously into a realm of expansion and dissolution where they can meet as one within and without. The meeting is transformed into an endless embrace into oneness, which does transmute physical pleasure into an energetic and spiritual experience that can be life changing…”


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Retreat 6 – Inner Diamond (4 days – Advanced)

During this retreat we activate the pineal gland known as the third eye. Through specific methods derived from various Tantra tradition , the gland opens its mystic qualities – supporting us to see beyond the dualistic and rational nature of the mind. The One Eye View gives us the capacity to perceive inner and outer reality from a high consciousness. As we mostly perceive life from a low point of view conditioned by social ideas and concepts, the third eye view is like an eagle flying high in the sky of consciousness. It looks at reality from a high point of view, allowing us to see other areas of reality which are normally not available to our senses. The whole process uplifts you to understanding who you are, what life is about, what are your qualities of creation and to center yourself into consciousness.

The main areas of exploration:
– Activating the Third Eye
– Detoxifying the Pineal Gland
– Exploring the brain waves activities (From Beta to Delta)
– Tuning to higher frequencies of consciousness and creativity
– Entering the realm of clarity, intuition
– Reclaiming your freedom
– Inner Diamond Ceremony

What Pema shares about this retreat:
“The pineal gland is an endocrine gland responsible of the production of melatonin, serotonin and neurone transmitters which influences sexual development and sleep-wake cycles. It is also known for being the producer of DMT which triggers alternated state of consciousness. While the physiological function of the pineal gland has been unknown until recent times, mystical traditions and esoteric schools have long known this area in the middle of the brain to be the connecting link between the physical and spiritual worlds. Known as the Third Eye, the Seat of the Soul, this mysterious treasure is considered to be the gateway that leads within to inner realms and spaces of higher consciousness. It plays an important role into our psychological being but most of all it has a crucial role to unlock our perception of reality, to connect directly to consciousness, truth. It is interesting to notice that we live in a society that does everything to shut down the capacity of the pineal gland by putting Fluor in our drinking water, too much sweeteners in our food. By locking down the third eye to higher consciousness we can have a society of slaves functioning at a minimum level of consciousness in kind of sleep walking state where everyone can be controlled. It makes us live far below our capacity of awakening, of love, of clarity, of intelligence. The awakening of the third eye is not just a nice mystical experience, it is most of all a way to reclaim our full capacity to live our life as an awakened being instead of a conditioned robot. In short the third eye activation is about reclaiming our freedom!”


Upcoming retreats

Retreat 6 - Inner Diamond 4-day
15 June 2024 - 18 June 2024, Meeuwenveen, Havelte

Registration & Information: info@wildtantra.com

Retreat 7 – Noor Ritual (5 days – Advanced)

This retreat guides you into the Initiation Space of the Noor Ritual during which the power of sacred sounds, words, symbols, and plants supports you to resolve the inner illusion of death, of everything that separates you from encountering life directly. It puts you face to face with your lies as much as with your truth. It awakens the one in you who sees through everything that blinds you and who can take clear decisions on how to manifest your life purpose.

The main areas of exploration:
– Dissolving inner illusions
– Activating third eye potential
– Activating healing forces
– Noor Ritual
– Power of sacred sounds, words and plants
– Protecting your own energy field from negative input

What Pema says about this retreat?
“In our inner growth process we all face at some point limitations, resistances making us feel totally stuck and no matter what you do to pass through it, it seems like nothing works. There is a subtle mechanism in us, which hides our most essential inner blockages.  Tantra is very concerned by this inner situation and it has created many methods taping in our resource of healing, of intuitive clarity for us to see, to understand and to remove our blockages which most of the time are impure resolved past situations. The methods use sacred sounds, words, plants in order to reconnect us with “the One that sees” and that heals too. Might it be a force within us or outside of us, the methods named often by misunderstanding magical or even black magic do bring about in us purity and deep transformation. It clears us up from illusions and detaches us from restrictive karmic links. It is very enriching to learn those mysterious methods because they open a dimension in us that makes us free from our ego, which is to me the only source of duality we carry and do not want to face clearly. We most of the time project it outside of us on people or situations. Moving in the esoteric tantric world, you learn to see very sharply what you do with your energy, how tricky you can be and how deeply you believe in ego patterns that only suck your life down to misery. The esoteric world in Tantra is not about creating all kind of superficial magic, it is about creating the real magic: waking up to reality by purifying the One that sees the full picture of existence. It is about the removal of all the dust of illusions in front of your eyes, of your heart in order to meet existence in its full splendor… I recommend every person on the path to unleash the inner esoteric power in them if they really want to heal, to clean, to see, to really SEE!…”

Upcoming retreats

Retreat 7 - Noor Ritual 5-day
31 August 2024 - 04 September 2024, Meeuwenveen, Havelte

Registration & Information: info@wildtantra.com


WildTantra Meditation Retreat for singles & lovers

What is Reality?
We can answer this question in various intellectual, scientific, religious or philosophical ways, yet we will never be satisfied. All the answers will motivate new questions. Tantra found a very profound way to answer this existential question by offering methods of meditation that support us to have a direct recognition of the true nature of reality.

AHAM Retreats are an opportunity to practice such methods!

AHAM are Meditation retreats based on traditional Tantra methods. The retreats are offered once a year. They last from 7 to 10 days and are set in nature places propitious for silence and introspection.

AHAM Retreats are open to everyone who has the longing to dive deep into traditional Tantra practice, and who has the longing for freedom, for liberation, for love, for consciousness. It is for beginners as much as long time practitioners.

AHAM Meditation Retreat - Vigyan Bhairav Tantra (7 days)

What is Reality? We can answer this question in various intellectual, scientific, religious or philosophical ways, yet we will never be satisfied. All the answers will motivate new questions. Tantra found a very profound way to answer this existential question by offering methods of meditation that support us to have a direct recognition of the true nature of reality. The Vigyan Bhairav Tantra (VBT), one of the oldest Shivaism Tantra scriptures, containing 112 methods that explore the body, breath, senses, pleasure, heart, emotions, dream, sounds… has a vehicle for a direct encounter with the essence of reality.

Aham Retreat is a unique transformative process where you practice some of the most profound methods of the VBT. Through the methods you can awaken your perception of Reality and ignite your capacity to weave all opposite energies and forces within you. It is a unique opportunity to unfold your ability to enter the space of Hridaya, the Supreme Heart where everything is Consciousness.

The whole journey is cutting through illusions, projections, judgements, interpretation and manipulation of Reality. It is a deep purification process activating the clear, true Seeing; what the physical eyes cannot see. The process also offers deep understanding of the mechanism of the mind, of emotions and the body structure. Most of the methods are body oriented and do not deny sensorial pleasure nor sexuality, but it uses them as tools to provoke higher states of consciousness. In this journey you learn to celebrate the fine nectar of life within you and to rest in your inner sanctuary of silence, of calmness, of joy and how to manifest it in your daily activities and relationships.

The main areas of exploration:
– Hridaya (the Supreme Heart)
– Breath Awareness
– Shunya (void)
– Light and Darkness
– Kundalini Yoga
– Devotional ritual
– Mantra and Sound
– Visualisation
– Senses

For whom is this retreat?
This retreat is open to everyone who has the longing to dive deep into traditional Tantra practice, and the longing for freedom, for love, for consciousness. It is for beginners as much as long time practitioners. Whatever the level you are at, you will  benefit from the process because meditation practices can only deepen the more you practice them. You can always approach meditation practices from every point; beginning, middle or end. Wherever you are, you grow within the practice!

Structure of the retreat:
The retreat is structured with whole day and night practices. Starting at 6 am and finishing around midnight. This intensive rhythm is alternated with breaks for meals, swimming and walking in nature.

Upcoming retreats

AHAM Meditation Retreat VBT 8-day
15 July 2024 - 23 July 2024, Gomarduli Dao Space, Gomarduli

“This whole existence
doesn’t make sense
as long as you don’t
surrender to love.”





“This whole existence
doesn’t make sense
as long as you don’t
surrender to love.”



WildTantra Retreats for Women

means matrix, womb, uterus, and mother in Slavic language.
Matka is the field of all potentials of Creation.
Matka is the Divine Mother, the Great Goddess… she has many names and forms.
You can worship her in temples and churches,
but her true sacred place is in every woman’s womb!

At the core of the Matka, the woman’s womb, there is the treasure of the Life-giving Power. When women allow it to brighten their bodies, hearts and spirits, they become whole, grounded, and rooted in the essence of Creation. While learning how to channel this power, women awaken their Intuition, Healing capacity, Creative qualities, Sacred Sexuality and Spiritual Heart. In this way, women incarnate and manifest the Matka forces with responsibility, care, joy, gratitude, love, consciousness and great ecstasy!

MATKA retreats aim to help women move out of their conditioned female stereotypes and revive the inner core of female qualities. It offers a field of understanding, experiences, and methods, uplifting the body, heart and spirit to a high level of creativity, love and ecstasy.

MATKA 1 Retreat 4 days

How can you go to the Centre of the Matka?
How can you tap into its Healing Resources, Creating Power and Spiritual Purpose?

While it might appear sometimes to be an impossible task, it is an inherent quality of every woman to access the Matka’s centre and channel its Life-giving Power to awaken the healing field known as the Inner Medicine of pleasure and ecstasy. Every woman accesses this Medicine while in orgasm, lovemaking, menstruating, and giving birth, but she often misunderstands or misguides it due to some overwhelming repressed emotions, pain, stress, frustration or simply because she doesn’t know how to recognise it.

In this first module of the Matka retreat, you will explore two precious tools to help you access and channel your Life-giving Power:
You Inner Medicine and your Matka Map.

The Inner Medicine: Through specific methods involving breathing, visualisation, and movements,  you learn how to awaken and root into your Inner Medicine. You learn to apply it to heal, vitalise, harmonise, and awaken the orgasmic capacity of your womb and body. While channelling its power to the heart, you learn to generate beautiful emotions such as gratitude and beauty. You access the power of imagination to support your spiritual and material evolution and to create healthy relationships with yourself, a partner, family, friends and ultimately with Life.

The Matka Map: During the retreat, you build this map externally, enter it, and sit on it. The Matka Map has directions, doors, and corners related to all your relations: with yourself, others, and nature. The practices you perform within the Map heal, restore, and strengthen how you relate to the world around you and within you. Engaging your full body, heart, and spirit in the Matka Map is a very intimate experience that penetrates the essence of your life. You get to the core of your Life-giving Power and learn how to manifest it authentically.

Your Inner Medicine and Matka Map are your best self-care!
Are you ready to activate them?
Join this journey and learn how!

The tools you will learn, explore and implement in your life:
– to Awaken your healing field, your Inner Medicine
– to Build and Navigate your Matka Map
– to Vitalise, Activate the Yoni pleasure points
– to Understand the energies of emotions
– Self-Breast and Self-Yoni massage methods
– Breathing methods
– Tantra Meditation methods
– to Circulate orgasmic energy flow
– to Connect with the inner Deity
– to Trust your Intuition, Imagination and, Intelligence of the Heart

The program of this retreat is for every woman who wishes to enhance her wisdom with more wisdom!
At whatever stage you are in your life, you are welcome to join this uplifting gathering of wise-wild women!


Pema’s sharing about women:

“…Women, for some reason, have become very lazy. They have given up! They do not open anymore into their wisdom because they have lost access to their own Medicine. And this has immense consequences for them and the world.  As the force of creation and the ones giving birth to forms, women no longer take care of what they create. As an example, women give birth to a boy and offer him guns for him to play with. They no longer question what the toys are about. They do not see that it supports violence. At the same time, the same women wonder why there are wars, rapes, and all kinds of abuse inflicted by men! Women have gone totally out of their connection to the Great Mother, to Harmony, so they have also lost the way to care for the whole, for the community, for their family, for their creation and for themselves too… I also see that in this laziness, women have lost access not only to their wisdom but also to their own bodies, their orgasmic potential and their own Medicine. It is interesting to see that women don’t even know how to give birth by themselves. They have to rely on hospitals, on doctors, on medication; and so totally separated from their nature, from their deep mother instincts…

Women have immense resources of orgasmic energies that, once awakened, allow them to vibrate on a totally different level of intelligence. On this level, it is impossible for a woman to say to her boy: “Go play with a gun, go kill…”. On this level, she will say to her boy: “Be at the service of love, care for the whole…”. Once the woman is at her peak of energy and channels it in her body, heart and being, she reconnects with her wisdom which aligns her with Life… Life with a big L. Not the conditioned life ruled by our society, but a Life ruled by the intelligence of love and consciousness…

I like to believe that it is not too late for women to wake up and make a drastic change in their lives and the life of the community; a change that offers all of us a life of harmony we are made to live but that we seem to have forgotten…

I offer this retreat with a deep longing that women reunite their being with their Medicine, their wisdom of the Great Mother and the Great Mystery, their power to care for Creation…”


Upcoming retreats

MATKA 1 - Women Retreat 4-day
21 November 2024 - 24 November 2024, Code49 – Venwoude, Lage Vuursche


Registration & Information: info@wildtantra.com

MATKA 2 Retreat 8 days

Info coming very soon!!



Upcoming retreats

MATKA 1 - Women Retreat 4-day
21 November 2024 - 24 November 2024, Code49 – Venwoude, Lage Vuursche


Registration & Information: info@wildtantra.com

RAJA Ritual

WildTantra Retreat for lovers


RAJA Ritual is an ancient Tantra ritual specially created for lovers. It opens an inner dimension between two lovers, from where they support the qualities of pleasure, love, and awareness in each other while they explore the sexual energy, the body and the senses as doorways to Awakening. It offers a new way of relating in which lovers are able to mirror the divineness of each other in their intimacy as much as in their daily life.

RAJA Ritual is a precious gift that enriches the intimacy with a new approach to love-making.  The lovers create a high frequency of orgasmic energy,  which nurtures and actualizes their potential of consciousness and love.

RAJA Ritual 8-days

What is the Essence of Desire, of Pleasure?
Is it possible to use them as a stepping stone to Consciousness?
Or is all a source of suffering?

Desire and pleasure are part of the journey of life.
They motivate our actions, decisions, and relationships.
We get some momentary fulfilments from them and some frustrations too!
The frustrations lead to more desire for pleasurable moments. It goes on and on. We are prisoners of this loop, and this generates a lot of suffering.

Is there a way out of the loop which doesn’t condemn pleasure and desire?

Tantra has developed methods teaching us to be desireless in desire.
How is that possible?
Entering the emptiness of the Heart is the essential Step!

The Raja Lovers Retreat explores this step through a Ritual involving the embrace, the caresses, and the kisses between two lovers. All the intimate gestures of the lovers are a means to fuse the body with intense life energy. While channelling this energy to the Heart, we provoke a meeting beyond ego, personality, restricted beliefs, and dreams. A true meeting happens by blending refined physical sensations with high awareness, discipline, and devotion during the Ritual.

The preparation for the Ritual during the retreat invites the lovers to move out of mechanical sex and mind projections and expectations. It is a profound enquiry into the body’s rhythms, breath, mind and the emptiness of the Heart. The retreat supports lovers in awakening their energies and bodies to refined sensitivity and vitality, to activate their potential for love and consciousness.

The main areas of exploration:
– Learning & practising the Raja Ritual
– Practicing the Yoga of Creation
– Entering the Great Desire
– Centering in the emptiness of the Heart
– Reviving Wonder
– Opening to the forces of Creation

What does Pema say about the Ritual?
“There are a few aspects of lovemaking from the Raja Ritual. The first one consists of realising that all the postures we take in sexual intercourse are a yoga of creation with specific patterns of energies. During the Ritual, you tap into these patterns to extract forces uplifting you into the Heart.
The second aspect concerns the biological aspect of the energy present during intercourse. If not used for creating a child, this aspect can be used for another type of creation. In the Ritual, you combine the energy patterns mentioned above with the biological element of creation to generate inner and outer forms of creation. It is a mysterious process that shifts intercourse into a new dimension.
Another aspect is about Desire, one of the powerful energies fuelling the Raja Ritual. There is a deep understanding of desire: whatever we desire, we want to be one with. It means desire is also a key to oneness. In the Ritual, we tap into desire to come to a point of unity where we become desireless at the peak of desire. It is a powerful transformation, bringing about a state of wonder, freedom and peace beyond words…”

Important Information: Do you have to move into intercourse in the group room?
This retreat is devoted to lovemaking. However, it doesn’t mean you will move into intercourse in the group room. This is very important for you to understand. There is no sexual intercourse in the group room! All the intimate practices are held in your private bedroom with your lover.

Structure of the retreat:
The retreat is structured with whole day and night practices. It starts at 7 am and finishes around midnight. This intensive rhythm alternates with breaks for meals, swimming, and walking in nature.

Upcoming retreats

RAJA Lovers Retreat 8-day
28 September 2024 - 05 October 2024, Soul Valley, Sardinia

Registration & Information: contact@wildtantra.com

Inner Medicine Way

Healing retreat for singles & lovers


In our society, words such as “Healing”, “Medicine” have been spoiled, misused to the point we lost the connection with their true meaning. As a result, we became disconnected from our ability to tap into their power. Finding ourselves confronted with inner obstacles that require the use of that power, we find ourselves helplessly pulled down into destructive patterns.
The word Memory has been reduced to describe the ability of our brain to store information. Most of this information that we are being asked to remember is an unnecessary load of crap, which creates major confusion within us. Healing, Memory and Medicine were once words referring to very sacred dimensions and paths that were supporting to keep each personal evolution in harmony with life, nature, beauty, love…

The Inner Medicine Way retreat revives these ancient ways so we can remember and manifest our creative uniqueness and diversity with Clarity, Respect and Peace. These ancient ways enable us to co-create a healthy world in tune with the highest qualities of love and consciousness.

Inner Medicine Way retreat 4 to 10 days

What is the process about:

The retreat shares the Inner Medicine methods, focusing on healing and transforming patterns that slow down or pull down the ascension of your energy into a state of Clarity. The methods are anchored in the profound understanding of the essence of Memory, such as the natural equilibrium of order and chaos, which keeps your creativity to be at service for the highest expression of life. The methods offer precious practices to support the recognition and removal of all obscuration. They restore your ability to connect your life’s purpose with the one of existence. They support you to generate healthy thoughts, emotions and actions that benefit your evolution towards becoming a mature human being.
The retreat is a mysterious, yet pragmatic way to activate the fibre of Memory in you, for you to walk your life in harmony with the whole.

Here are some of the main topics we explore during the retreat:

– Understanding of energy’s upward and downward spiral movements
– Ancestral, historical, biological Memory map
– Recognizing inner obscuration
– Unlocking healing forces in us
– Calling out the Elements of Nature to revitalize our own forces
– Finding, activating the Inner Medicine
– Practicing Inner Medicine methods
– Growing up from adolescent to mature adult
– The main negative emotions
– Defying gravity
– Taking responsibility for healing our inner obstacles
– Remembering the Ancestral Memory
– Grounding ourselves in our Inner Direction, Life Purpose
– The power of Prayer and right saying
– Ceremony of the 4 Altars
– The Mandala of the seven directions.
– The Centre of the Centre
– The navel protection and nourishment
– Digesting energies, emotions, memories…

What Pema says about this retreat?

Since many years, I have observed that healing methods are important on the Path of Tantra.

I see many of us confronted with inner obstacles, restricting the energy to rise to a higher realm of consciousness. It can be very frustrating to constantly bang your head on the same wall of pain, of misunderstanding, of deep-rooted convictions working against your evolution… I call this the loop!
You initially progress on the path, you feel finally out of destructive restrictive patterns, and boom, here it comes again! The same loop of emotions, of inner conflicts; a downfall spiral starts sucking you into inner darkness that you thought was gone forever.

How to encounter this downward spiral of our energy in a healthy way?
How to use it to heal, to transform these forces pulling us down into misery over and over again, in spite of all the sincere efforts we do to stay bright and high on the wave of love?

How to be-friend the downward energy spiral, the inner chaos?

Therapy is a no-go for me, so I had to look for something else: Memory…. such a mysterious phenomenon!

This might be why I was pulled to look there; I have always been attracted by Mystery. At the start of my enquiry into the realm of Memory, I didn’t expect it would be such a life- changing journey. I dived into it with a deep intuitive knowing I would find the “key” to remove my obscuration.  I was certain to find answers on how to  keep my energy rising stable, or to heal  anything that pushed me down… How little I knew of what I would find!

I will not elaborate on how and where I found the methods to enter the realm of Memory, but I can at least share some of the treasures I found. As for the methods, if you like to explore and discover them you are warmly invited to join the Inner Medicine Way retreats.

For now, few major jewels from the Memory realm I found:

A complete destruction of everything I thought what love is, what reality is and who I am… That was the first blow and it was hard, really hard! I did resist at first, because I wanted to maintain my structure in order to still feel my stability: a ground to walk on, to speak, act, work…
But the deeper I went into this dimension of Memory, the less I could maintain my point of view. I had to drop it, otherwise I would not have been able to move on. I found myself totally stripped down of all knowing, directions, ideas, concepts… This has been the first master key of Memory:  to make me forget everything!
Only then remembrance took place and with it so much healing happened. The major work in that stage was to encounter painful events with the right remembrance. This took me a long time to learn. While remembering a painful event, what we truly remember? Have you ever pondered on this?… Interesting isn’t it! How to go there without being sucked down into the pain, into the misunderstanding that was created in us out of this event?

I revived so many situations of pain, of misery, of hate, of fight, of basically everything in my life that pulled down the upward spiraling of my energy. Each time, the only thing I had to do was to remember the love I disconnected from  in those moments! What a profound lesson! The forgetfulness of Love is what creates the most profound pain. I might have been beaten up in my past. But the physical pain is nothing compared to the forgetfulness of Love in the moment I got beaten up.

Once my most precious Master in that process told me:

“You are free. You can do whatever you want in this creation.
You can make all the mistakes in the world. But there is a very dangerous one;  to forget Love.
This leads to a darkness that is very difficult to come out of.”


In the land of Memory, I had to learn to remember Love no matter the inner or outer situation.

Years have passed since I first started this process. I did sharpen my remembrance. It is not easy, I must admit.
In every step I encountered so much healing.  Insights and gifts showered over me and yet,  the tendency to fall asleep, to forget was so tempting because of its so-called comfort and security. The road to the land of Memory asks great awareness, sharpness, discipline, stamina, passion but no sleep! And I shall add: a good sense of humour!
When the remembrance of Love becomes stable, another dimension opens in the vast land of Memory.
What are we here for?
What are we here to contribute, to manifest?
And how to do it? The seed of an oak tree knows (remembers) to grow as an oak tree and not as a banana tree. We also  have this inner memory showing us what we are meant to be(come). And for some reason we are not taping into it.  The result?  We try to be a banana tree instead of an oak tree. Maybe this is our way to remember… Our journey is very interesting!


The stage of reclaiming the memory of who we are and what we are here for, made me enter the great Weaving of Existence.

I learned  to recognise the interaction between everything that exists. One of the major lessons: to use duality and polarity without creating division nor separation. Instead,  create harmony. This stage also offers tremendous healing forces and deep confrontation with everything in us that creates separation such as judgments, stuck opinions, self-deceptions and the so-called pretender “I am”!
Once there is stability in this stage,  the Memory of Love opens it magical, overwhelming dimension. Hence, I will keep silent because I am still learning to fly into it. I can only share that finally life makes sense.
It is where I am now in my Memory journey. I am not stating this is the end of the travel. I can sense there is much more to be discovered. But I can see that all the methods that brought me to this point are an immense gift and need to be shared.

It is only this winter while traveling in Peru that suddenly, I felt I was ready to share it all. I was not in a hurry though. My intention was to wait until next year; to take my time to set up a good structured retreat for it.  But the worldly circumstances showing up since some months have accelerated my longing to share this Inner Medicine Way with all of you.

I am grateful we can be together in the Memory of Love.
I am grateful we can all weave our unique tread.
I bow with love and gratitude to your capacity to weave in harmony, creating more beauty at every step of your life.
With the wish to share, to learn, to heal, to celebrate with you….



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“Awakening the Memory of Love…”