Inner Medicine Way...

Since many years, I have observed that healing methods are important on the Path of Tantra.

I see many of us confronted with inner obstacles, restricting the energy to rise to a higher realm of consciousness. It can be very frustrating to constantly bang your head on the same wall of pain, of misunderstanding, of deep-rooted convictions working against your evolution… I call this the loop!
You initially progress on the path, you feel finally out of destructive restrictive patterns, and boom, here it comes again! The same loop of emotions, of inner conflicts; a downfall spiral starts sucking you into inner darkness that you thought was gone forever.

How to encounter this downward spiral of our energy in a healthy way?

How to use it to heal, to transform these forces pulling us down into misery over and over again, in spite of all the sincere efforts we do to stay bright and high on the wave of love?

How to be-friend the downward energy spiral, the inner chaos?

Therapy is a no-go for me, so I had to look for something else: Memory…. such a mysterious phenomenon!

This might be why I was pulled to look there; I have always been attracted by Mystery. At the start of my enquiry into the realm of Memory, I didn’t expect it would be such a life- changing journey. I dived into it with a deep intuitive knowing I would find the “key” to remove my obscuration. I was certain to find answers on how to keep my energy rising stable, or to heal anything that pushed me down… How little I knew of what I would find!

I will not elaborate on how and where I found the methods to enter the realm of Memory, but I can at least share some of the treasures I found. As for the methods, if you like to explore and discover them you are warmly invited to join the Inner Medicine Way retreats.

For now, few major jewels from the Memory realm I found:

A complete destruction of everything I thought what love is, what reality is and who I am… That was the first blow and it was hard, really hard! I did resist at first, because I wanted to maintain my structure in order to still feel my stability: a ground to walk on, to speak, act, work…

But the deeper I went into this dimension of Memory, the less I could maintain my point of view. I had to drop it, otherwise I would not have been able to move on. I found myself totally stripped down of all knowing, directions, ideas, concepts… This has been the first master key of Memory: to make me forget everything!

Only then remembrance took place and with it so much healing happened. The major work in that stage was to encounter painful events with the right remembrance. This took me a long time to learn. While remembering a painful event, what we truly remember? Have you ever pondered on this?… Interesting isn’t it! How to go there without being sucked down into the pain, into the misunderstanding that was created in us out of this event?

I revived so many situations of pain, of misery, of hate, of fight, of basically everything in my life that pulled down the upward spiraling of my energy. Each time, the only thing I had to do was to remember the love I disconnected from in those moments! What a profound lesson! The forgetfulness of Love is what creates the most profound pain. I might have been beaten up in my past. But the physical pain is nothing compared to the forgetfulness of Love in the moment I got beaten up.

Once my most precious Master in that process told me:

“You are free. You can do whatever you want in this creation.

You can make all the mistakes in the world. But there is a very dangerous one; to forget Love.

This leads to a darkness that is very difficult to come out of.”

In the land of Memory, I had to learn to remember Love no matter the inner or outer situation.

Years have passed since I first started this process. I did sharpen my remembrance. It is not easy, I must admit.

In every step I encountered so much healing. Insights and gifts showered over me and yet, the tendency to fall asleep, to forget was so tempting because of its so-called comfort and security. The road to the land of Memory asks great awareness, sharpness, discipline, stamina, passion but no sleep! And I shall add: a good sense of humour!

When the remembrance of Love becomes stable, another dimension opens in the vast land of Memory.
What are we here for?

What are we here to contribute, to manifest?
And how to do it? The seed of an oak tree knows (remembers) to grow as an oak tree and not as a banana tree. We also have this inner memory showing us what we are meant to be(come). And for some reason we are not taping into it. The result? We try to be a banana tree instead of an oak tree. Maybe this is our way to remember… Our journey is very interesting!

The stage of reclaiming the memory of who we are and what we are here for, made me enter the great Weaving of Existence.

I learned to recognise the interaction between everything that exists. One of the major lessons: to use duality and polarity without creating division nor separation. Instead, create harmony. This stage also offers tremendous healing forces and deep confrontation with everything in us that creates separation such as judgments, stuck opinions, self-deceptions and the so-called pretender “I am”!

Once there is stability in this stage, the Memory of Love opens it magical, overwhelming dimension. Hence, I will keep silent because I am still learning to fly into it. I can only share that finally life makes sense.

It is where I am now in my Memory journey. I am not stating this is the end of the travel. I can sense there is much more to be discovered. But I can see that all the methods that brought me to this point are an immense gift and need to be shared.

It is only this winter while traveling in Peru that suddenly, I felt I was ready to share it all. I was not in a hurry though. My intention was to wait until next year; to take my time to set up a good structured retreat for it. But the worldly circumstances showing up since some months have accelerated my longing to share this Inner Medicine Way with all of you.

I am grateful we can be together in the Memory of Love.

I am grateful we can all weave our unique tread.

I bow with love and gratitude to your capacity to weave in harmony, creating more beauty at every step of your life.

With the wish to share, to learn, to heal, to celebrate with you….

Pema

Inner Medicine Way Retreats

What is the process about:

In our society, words such as “Healing”, “Medicine” have been spoiled, misused to the point we lost the connection with their true meaning. As a result, we became disconnected from our ability to tap into their power. Finding ourselves confronted with inner obstacles that require the use of that power, we find ourselves helplessly pulled down into destructive patterns.
The word Memory has been reduced to describe the ability of our brain to store information. Most of this information that we are being asked to remember is an unnecessary load of crap, which creates major confusion within us. Healing, Memory and Medicine were once words referring to very sacred dimensions and paths that were supporting to keep each personal evolution in harmony with life, nature, beauty, love…

The Inner Medicine Way retreats revive these ancient ways so we can remember and manifest our creative uniqueness and diversity with Clarity, Respect and Peace. They enable us to co-create a healthy world in tune with the highest qualities of love and consciousness.

These 2 retreats share the Inner Medicine methods, focusing on healing and transforming patterns that slow down or pull down the ascension of your energy into a state of Clarity. The methods are anchored in the profound understanding of the essence of Memory, such as the natural equilibrium of order and chaos, which keeps your creativity to be at service for the highest expression of life. The methods offer precious practices to support the recognition and removal of all obscuration. They restore your ability to connect your life’s purpose with the one of existence. They support you to generate healthy thoughts, emotions and actions that benefit your evolution towards becoming a mature human being.
These retreats are a mysterious, yet pragmatic way to activate the fibre of Memory in you, for you to walk your life in harmony with the whole.

Here are some of the main topics we explore during these two retreats::

– Understanding of energy’s upward and downward spiral movements
– Ancestral, historical, biological Memory map
– Recognizing inner obscuration
– Unlocking healing forces in us
– Calling out the Elements of Nature to revitalize our own forces
– Finding, activating the Inner Medicine
– Practicing Inner Medicine methods
– Growing up from adolescent to mature adult
– The main negative emotions
– Defying gravity
– Taking responsibility for healing our inner obstacles
– Remembering the Ancestral Memory
– Grounding ourselves in our Inner Direction, Life Purpose
– The power of Prayer and right saying
– Ceremony of the 4 Altars
– The Mandala of the seven directions.
– The Centre of the Centre
– The navel protection and nourishment
– Digesting energies, emotions, memories…

The registration for the Inner Medicine Way retreats:

Inner Medicine part 1
10 – 13 September 2020

Inner Medicine part 2
26 – 29 November 2020

Info & Registration
info@wildtantra.com

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